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28 August 2011 @ 12:19 am
Off by himself, the blue haired vocaloid was staring intently at a store's window. In the display, two mannequins stood displaying the summer season's fashion. Neither mannequin had any distinguishing features, without even faces or ears. The only difference was that one had a slightly smaller waist and slight bumps on her chest while the other was shaped more like a square.

The only major difference was that the girl was in a dress, and the other was in pants.

"...Why?"

Kaito looked as though he were about to cry. He slowly approached the glass window and set his hands against it.

"...Why do two things that look so alike... have to be treated so differently?" He looked onto the glass at his own reflection. "...If I were to wear a dress... I would still be a boy. So I couldn't be protected and I would still be made fun of for being too weak..."

He sighed and rested his forehead against his head. "Too big to be weak, too small to be strong... what's wrong with me? Boys are supposed to protect the weak and pretty girls, but I can't fight beyond being a living shield."

The vocaloid konked his forehead against the glass, thankfully not hard enough to break it. "Masutaa's rules were so much easier when I was in her computer... Sister Luka keeps insisting that the things you said were wrong, Masutaa... but... if that's true... then what's right? And what's so wrong about them?"

"...Maybe Shinju's right... maybe I'm just too dumb to understand anything."
 
 
Kaito
12 May 2011 @ 09:09 am
Kaito didn't like dying.

Even when he was all better he felt so horrible. His mind kept reminding him of every stupid thing he had done on the mission. He couldn't help but feel that he lost everything. As he trudged towards his home the vocaloid looked over his ripped clothing and gave a sigh. He was... tired. But he knew that he probably wouldn't be able to sleep for a while.

To think...

Shinju had broken? He didn't know it was possible.

That was why he had hurt everyone. It was the same reason why Kaito had tried to kill Miku. And Kresnik... To think that someone as cool as him could think himself a defect.

Why didn't anyone just tell him about this? Why didn't Shinju just say 'I'd snapped from grief and tried to do right by everyone'?

And...

...Why didn't Kaito ask?

Stopping at his front door, Kaito rubbed his bloodshot eyes in hopes of squishing away the tears that were forming within them. It really was all his fault...

He gave a sigh, turning the front door's handle and opening it. He didn't care if Raivis had work or not. He was going to hold his lover and go to bed.

"Raivis... I'm home." He paused a few moments before adding, "And I'm not dying!"

With a smile Kaito shut the door and started to look through their home. It sure was quiet. He slid off his boots and started walking through the house.

"I did something good today too! I went to see Shinju in the hospital!" He started peeking into the rooms. "I figured you'd want to know so you could give flowers to him!"

He wasn't in the bedroom, his office, the kitchen or the bathroom.

"Raivis!" He tried shouting for him down the hall and out the window. "Raivis! Where are you?"

He was sure that Raivis didn't have any plans today. And he was still asleep when he first left.

"...He must have gone to the store or something." The vocaloid sat down on the front room's sofa, hugging a pillow to his chest for now. "I'm sure he'll be so happy when he gets home. Finally all the bad stuff is over."

Two weeks passed.

Raivis still hadn't returned home.

Slowly, Kaito's well lit warm house started to get darker and darker. The blue haired vocaloid never left his house. Not once did he ever open the door, aside from throwing the communicator out it when it rang. Eventually, Kaito stopped walking around the apartment as well. His large blue eyes rarely closed. Days were spent just standing in the same spot. His clothing grew filthy and his hair greasy, but he didn't care in the least. He didn't eat. He barely even moved.

Kaito's days soon grew into a routine: Open your eyes from a nightmare. Spend the whole day just inside the front door waiting. Fall asleep from being unable to stay awake any longer.

"Raivis... will be home anytime now." He weakly said.

No one answered.
 
 
27 April 2011 @ 02:11 am
Kaito has a cold. He doesn't know what a cold is, really.Collapse )

OOC: Feel free to have your character jump in at any point of the story, be it at the store, walking around or hey, maybe he didn't end up at the right apartment after all! Poor guy needs help!
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24 April 2011 @ 12:53 am
Yes, No, Maybe so!

For those who do not know I pride myself on being the gore queen. However, being out of practice made me forget something important. Not everyone is too fond of scary and nasty stuff. So I came up with an idea for people's journals. I guess this counts as a meme, but I wasn't too sure what it'd be called so I didn't look anything up.

So here's how it works:

First, copy and paste the following list o' kinks

Second, take out the ones that your muses honestly wouldn't be cool with.

If you think of anything else you want to add, be sure to put it in as well.

Note: If you don't want to be super specific then just put it in generalizations and put it in.

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16 February 2011 @ 10:58 pm
OOC:

So ja it's Kaito's birthday and I can't really think of many good ideas. Well without stealing someone else's. So I came up with this.

If you don't mind works by me then pick any thread or verse and I'll write a drabble or a comic in relation to it 8D Or we can just write.

I shall post shortly!
 
 
 
 
09 August 2010 @ 02:12 am
HMD.  
HOW'S MY DRIVING?
aka Insert Praise/Crit/Flames Here

Something on your mind? Think I've ruined something beyond the point of it ever being saved? Have I been inconsistent, missed a minor detail, or created a plot hole that needs to be brought to light? Or in the crazy random happenstance, is there something you enjoy that I do and want to see more? Well, despite this being my first HMD, I'm brave enough to take it on! I really like playing Kaito, and so I guess I should see what constructive criticism or compliments others want to give in order to make him better.

In other, fewer words, if you have any comments on my character, please reply to this post!

Comments are screened, anon is enabled, and IP tracking is not. So please, don't be shy!
 
 


*There seems to be a head sticking out of the ground! And atop the head, a long stem that leads to a single blue flower. What will you do?*
 
 
17 February 2010 @ 11:25 am
*Well, Kaito's dead on his birthday. However, he hasn't forgotten everyone. For, before he was killed he left small gifts on everyone's doorstep. It's a song by him, complete with sheet music and a note. Please enjoy them as Kaito rots in the streets*

Here's the presents! I guess the ghosts of Shinju and Emmy have to get theirs though. XDCollapse )
 
 
06 January 2010 @ 06:22 pm
Um...

Um...

UM!



*Fairly sure that he's never been this scared before, Kaito's just going to tremble under a blanket now*